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My November,
to give him the love he never got, now i have a pain i never deserved. i gave him everything i could, hoping he'd finally feel what love was. i stayed even when it was
hard, i understood him even when he didn't understand me.
I thought my love could heal him, but instead, it broke me. it hurts knowing i tried so hard to be his peace, only for him to become my storm. i kept loving him through his silence, through his moods, through the moments he made me feel like i wasn't enough. and now, i'm picking up the pieces of myself that i lost while trying to fix someone who was never ready to be loved.
And this November,
I finally understood that being alone is not always scary, because peace is not about who you live with, who you are loved with, because being loved by yourself is the biggest part that not everyone can get.
Me, Myself, and my novembers
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